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It had been a while since i last updated my blog....
Now is nearly 4am and i'm still awake...
Have been working on my assignment till now....
Arghhh....what a stressful and tiring life i had....:(
Later i still gonna wake up at 7plus for work and looking at computer whole day is really so tiring and aching for my eyes....
And now i'm ald a panda just looking at the minimal sleep i can have....
Sob SobT_T
So many assignments to do....
Now i can really understand the word part time studies..
it is so different compare to taking up part time job....
Part time studies need to have a lot of self studies and revision...
Every hour every minutes and even seconds is so essential to me!!!
Meeting up with friends seemed lesser and lesser and have to be a homely gal and weekends sometimes is totally burn up just by looking at books and doing assignments plus online quiz...
However, in another 8 days i will be going to perth....
Have been awaiting for sooooo long for that moment to come...
Wooooohoooo~
Time flies so fast and i can see my dearest....feel so ecstatic about it....
Away from all the work but still i must face books cox i will be planning to bring some books over to study if possible...
Online quiz is also during that period of time....
Sianx~~!!!!!!
This few days really cant have enough hours of sleep...
Everyday slept 3-4 hours and time to wake up for work again...gonna continue on tml for the last part finally...........
Now i can finally go into my lala land!!!No dreams for me pls....
I want to have a peaceful sleep...
I want to have a peaceful sleep...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...................
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 2:34 AM
New Year Boring!!
Boring boring!!!
School started ald..
Feel so stressed up...
So stupid of me to take up one year 3 module....
And this is only my year 1 yet i din know about it...
STRESSED!!!!
Taking part time is really soooo tiring.....
Journey is so far away and everyday need to work..
So many assignments and online quiz....
Think i really choose the wrong timetable...
Got 4 exams in may!!
Must really start to study which means less fun and enjoyment and everyday camp at home..
Too many modules and still need to do self study!!
I dun even have the mood to study!!!
3 years is soooo long....
Poly life and uni is really difff....
If i have the chance, i would rather take full time study instead...
But no working = no money!!!
And cant really survive w/o money....
I need to save money!!!
Cannot always go out and play....
And now have studies so its still a good thing to save up cox every time will be at home and think will be too tired to even go out......
So my life only revolved with work+studies!!!
Boring life...
I need to have discipline and time management and cannot be too lazy=(
Sighhhhh...
Plus this year new year is soooo boring!!!
Just after Christmas and soooo fast is new year ald..
Have to wait for May then there is public holidays...
I dun want to work!!!!
Dun really have the feel for cny....
This year ang bao money is sooo little...
Sianx...
Didn't really visit my relative places....
I dun like my daddy side relative...
All is like so arrogant!!EEEeeeeeee........
Have been gambling since chu xi...
I need SLEEP!!!
Not enough of sleep everyday!!
Eye bags is really so puffy...
Super ugly!!!!!
And I misss youuuu sooooo much......
Have to wait for so long den can see ya again....
Awaiting for that day!!!=)...
School started ald..
Feel so stressed up...
So stupid of me to take up one year 3 module....
And this is only my year 1 yet i din know about it...
STRESSED!!!!
Taking part time is really soooo tiring.....
Journey is so far away and everyday need to work..
So many assignments and online quiz....
Think i really choose the wrong timetable...
Got 4 exams in may!!
Must really start to study which means less fun and enjoyment and everyday camp at home..
Too many modules and still need to do self study!!
I dun even have the mood to study!!!
3 years is soooo long....
Poly life and uni is really difff....
If i have the chance, i would rather take full time study instead...
But no working = no money!!!
And cant really survive w/o money....
I need to save money!!!
Cannot always go out and play....
And now have studies so its still a good thing to save up cox every time will be at home and think will be too tired to even go out......
So my life only revolved with work+studies!!!
Boring life...
I need to have discipline and time management and cannot be too lazy=(
Sighhhhh...
Plus this year new year is soooo boring!!!
Just after Christmas and soooo fast is new year ald..
Have to wait for May then there is public holidays...
I dun want to work!!!!
Dun really have the feel for cny....
This year ang bao money is sooo little...
Sianx...
Didn't really visit my relative places....
I dun like my daddy side relative...
All is like so arrogant!!EEEeeeeeee........
Have been gambling since chu xi...
I need SLEEP!!!
Not enough of sleep everyday!!
Eye bags is really so puffy...
Super ugly!!!!!
And I misss youuuu sooooo much......
Have to wait for so long den can see ya again....
Awaiting for that day!!!=)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 1:17 AM
I Miss you!!!
So long din blog ald...
...
Now its 2009 which means is a new year for me...
Sigh..
Why am i still so blur and forgetful!!
I feel so vexed...
I cant find my precious necklace..
Really feel like crying!!!
SobT_THave been searching high and low for it but i still cant find it...
Cannot get to sleep...
Feel so vexed....
Arghhhhhhh...........
I miss you so much!!!
155 days to go!!
Everyday doing countdown till that day that arrive...
Endurance!
Perseverance!!
School gonna start soon!
Busy year for me...
Time to have discipline and i must study hard....
Monday, December 29, 2008 6:54 PM
Perth days
Yeah...I'm in Perth now...
This is already my 3th day in Perth....
Time just flies so fast...
I dun wish to go back...
Everything gonna end so soon and so fast which i dun want to...
how i wish i can really stay here but is just so impossible=(
The life here is really awesome and just so relaxing..
Maybe I'm on a hols here that's why i dun really feel that Perth is that boring...
imagine if u work here, they would pay you like 26bucks/hr which is a lot more much compared to Singapore....
I wanna study here!!!
Arghhhh...
I wanna Learn what is really independent which i think that i dun have that...
Everyday life is just relying on my parents and no house chores,laundry and cooking......
Simply love the life over here...
Went over to metros which is somehow like Singapore phuture...
So many Asians over there and it doesn't look like I'm in Australia...
Oh my....
I dun wish to go back!!!
The view here is so beautiful especially the beach....
Clear blue sky and sea......
Awwww......
Gonna spend like 6 more days here and back to the hectic life in Singapore...
Work work work plus gonna study soon...
2009 is just so near....
I just hate 2008!!
So many bad memories that i had..
Life is just one word SUCKS!!!
Have been thinking so much so much...
Guess i just have to cherish the time left here........
This is already my 3th day in Perth....
Time just flies so fast...
I dun wish to go back...
Everything gonna end so soon and so fast which i dun want to...
how i wish i can really stay here but is just so impossible=(
The life here is really awesome and just so relaxing..
Maybe I'm on a hols here that's why i dun really feel that Perth is that boring...
imagine if u work here, they would pay you like 26bucks/hr which is a lot more much compared to Singapore....
I wanna study here!!!
Arghhhh...
I wanna Learn what is really independent which i think that i dun have that...
Everyday life is just relying on my parents and no house chores,laundry and cooking......
Simply love the life over here...
Went over to metros which is somehow like Singapore phuture...
So many Asians over there and it doesn't look like I'm in Australia...
Oh my....
I dun wish to go back!!!
The view here is so beautiful especially the beach....
Clear blue sky and sea......
Awwww......
Gonna spend like 6 more days here and back to the hectic life in Singapore...
Work work work plus gonna study soon...
2009 is just so near....
I just hate 2008!!
So many bad memories that i had..
Life is just one word SUCKS!!!
Have been thinking so much so much...
Guess i just have to cherish the time left here.....
Saturday, December 20, 2008 5:52 PM
Boring!!
My birthday is coming!!!
However, i dun feel any excitment about it :(
This year birthday shd be quite boring i guess...
Starting to get tired of blogging ald...
oh my...
So many things in my mind yet i dun even know how to express it out..
Boring Boring!!!
Going away soon...
Awaiting~~~~...
However, i dun feel any excitment about it :(
This year birthday shd be quite boring i guess...
Starting to get tired of blogging ald...
oh my...
So many things in my mind yet i dun even know how to express it out..
Boring Boring!!!
Going away soon...
Awaiting~~~~
Saturday, December 13, 2008 10:56 AM
Tired day
Oh No....I'm still awake at this hour..
Din sleep at all till now and its ald 11am...
Haven been blogging for sometime ald....
Yesterday which is Friday i never go for work cox i'm sick=(
And the day before i sleep super early like 10pm all the way till next morning...
After i finish bathing was still thinking whether shd i go to work nt..
In the end, my cough is really killing me and i chose not to go and sleep all the way till 3plus before meeting up with sk to go sim to make payment.
I am really damn suay....
Everytime whenever i need to make payment., i confirm will write the cheque wrongly and i need to go back and take my dad signature again..
What a waste trip=(
After that at night, after eating the beehoon soup, i just vomit everything out...Damn sianx had been coughing and my throat is really killing me...
But after that, i meet up with beck and cab down to zirca to meet the rest..
The songs at Zirca is nice..
Mixer of tranz,house and r n b.......
Sm left early though....
Stay till there ard 3plus den went to kovan hk cafe to have supper with beck..
Had a long conversation with her.....
In the end, we talk till 940am in the morning...
Still feel so energetic now but i need to sleep...
Dark circles coming out, face damn chui =(
Plus going Zouk out later!!
Long day again........
Time to rest.................................
Din sleep at all till now and its ald 11am...
Haven been blogging for sometime ald....
Yesterday which is Friday i never go for work cox i'm sick=(
And the day before i sleep super early like 10pm all the way till next morning...
After i finish bathing was still thinking whether shd i go to work nt..
In the end, my cough is really killing me and i chose not to go and sleep all the way till 3plus before meeting up with sk to go sim to make payment.
I am really damn suay....
Everytime whenever i need to make payment., i confirm will write the cheque wrongly and i need to go back and take my dad signature again..
What a waste trip=(
After that at night, after eating the beehoon soup, i just vomit everything out...Damn sianx had been coughing and my throat is really killing me...
But after that, i meet up with beck and cab down to zirca to meet the rest..
The songs at Zirca is nice..
Mixer of tranz,house and r n b.......
Sm left early though....
Stay till there ard 3plus den went to kovan hk cafe to have supper with beck..
Had a long conversation with her.....
In the end, we talk till 940am in the morning...
Still feel so energetic now but i need to sleep...
Dark circles coming out, face damn chui =(
Plus going Zouk out later!!
Long day again........
Time to rest..............................
Friday, December 5, 2008 1:56 AM
Troubled
Went over to zouk to celebrate shumei bdae yesterday...
Finally she's 18..
Can go to club officially...hee..
So long since I've last saw her...
Kinna miss her sooo much...
Saw all the familiar faces once again..
Miss the life that we used to have tgt...
Haix....
Zhao in army...
Jh also army soonnn..
Sianx....
However, Had fun yesterday...
Zouk and phuture is like so packed and before 9, the queue is ald all the way to the back...
Omg....
Reach hm at 5plus and was super tired...=(
But still have to work and lucky i took half day off thus have enough sleep..
But still i'm so tired..
Everyday just have been out...
Sighh...Sometimes just have been thinking so much so much...
Is this really the kinna life that i'm gonna lead with....
I'm just feel so disappointed in myself...
Everything just seems not right...
Not the things that i want...
Dun even know whats exactly on my mind....
Sob~
What can i do?
Dunno why this feelings just sucks..
Arghhhhh....
So torturing....
Why is it once u have grown up, you've to work..
Super sianx...
Just dun feel like working...
I dun like working life!!
I miss my life as a student...
No work=No money...
=(
Life is soooooooo Realistic!!!!!
Tired tired tired!!!
Went to home club today and was super boring..
Tranz music that i dun like but tying to appreciate it..
haha...
Time for sleep again..
Finally is Friday tml and a long weekends cox Monday is public hols..
Yuppie~!!!!...
Finally she's 18..
Can go to club officially...hee..
So long since I've last saw her...
Kinna miss her sooo much...
Saw all the familiar faces once again..
Miss the life that we used to have tgt...
Haix....
Zhao in army...
Jh also army soonnn..
Sianx....
However, Had fun yesterday...
Zouk and phuture is like so packed and before 9, the queue is ald all the way to the back...
Omg....
Reach hm at 5plus and was super tired...=(
But still have to work and lucky i took half day off thus have enough sleep..
But still i'm so tired..
Everyday just have been out...
Sighh...Sometimes just have been thinking so much so much...
Is this really the kinna life that i'm gonna lead with....
I'm just feel so disappointed in myself...
Everything just seems not right...
Not the things that i want...
Dun even know whats exactly on my mind....
Sob~
What can i do?
Dunno why this feelings just sucks..
Arghhhhh....
So torturing....
Why is it once u have grown up, you've to work..
Super sianx...
Just dun feel like working...
I dun like working life!!
I miss my life as a student...
No work=No money...
=(
Life is soooooooo Realistic!!!!!
Tired tired tired!!!
Went to home club today and was super boring..
Tranz music that i dun like but tying to appreciate it..
haha...
Time for sleep again..
Finally is Friday tml and a long weekends cox Monday is public hols..
Yuppie~!!!!