This book is borrowed from sm..

Realli find this book very meaningful and i have onli just started reading not long ago..It realli described the feeling of losing someone dear to you on
1) How to deal with pain

2) Find forgiveness [I shd b the one asking for ya forgiveness =( ]

3)Discover the strength to let go

4) Rebuild confidence

5) Rise to the challenge of finding fulfillment again
*Exactly what i need now=( *

Starting over after a painful breakup is the most challenging experience in a lifetime..It had been quite some time since i have been single again..Realli feel that understanding,trust & forgiving is very impt in a r/s..After u lost someone precious, den u will experience the pain and hurt in ya heart.. This feeling is realli unbearable..Its so hard to heal a broken heart.. Arghhh....The feeling of emptiness inside the heart, no words can ever be expressed...How am i going to cure the agonizing pain and emptiness??

Sometimes i have to tell myself bravely that i can handle with loneliness..

Loneliness onli mah... But inside the heart is completely different pov.. But i mux be blessed that i still do have frenx ard mi like sm,zhao n jh...hee...

Realli miss the times together when zhao haven been enlist into army..Thats always so much fun ard n our blk 461 subumei cafe..hahax.. Still can play mj somemore.. Gonna wait till 29 June den he will come out... Seems like i'm saying he went for jail..lol...But army life is no differnt from jail...Heng i'm nt a guy...But i still have to experience the troubleness of having menses n in the future pregnancy..omg!!!

So is it a blessful thing that we gals no need to serve the nation?? But if i have a choice, i rather be a guy...haha...

Another day has gone n finally tml is thursday..which means two more days to work n finally weekends that i have enjoy most...wahahhaha....But still thinking what i'll be doing during the weekends n YES!! Saturday is a shopping day with rui.. Its been quite sometime since i last shop with her.. N nw i everyday can see her in school n update on each other life..haha...

Just hope to live happier everyday n treasure all my family n frenx love..=)

*Tml will be a better day*

Last But nt least, NO more late nights if nt i gonna be panda ald....sobT_T